Josh left for work

Well they called Josh in last night. I hate it when he is gone but I know that he has to do it. Well it was another relaxing evening; put Laila to bed bout 6:45. I went to bed round 10:30. Was a little aprehensive, cause the night before I woke up in the middle of the night, bad dream; then I had this unsettling feeling that something was going to happen. I got up, and I prayed. Then I layed back down, and I asked if Josh could pray for me, he did and said everything will be alright. Eventually I fell back a sleep.

Well last night I was dreaming again, started hearing some crying, and woke up and realzed that it was Laila who was crying. So I jumped outta bed, briskly walked to her room, Im thinking that she had a bad dream. So I picked her up; this was at 1:00 in the morning by the way. Put her in my arms, and just swayed her back and forth for a while. She was looking at me and smiling. What a Sweetheart! Then I just layed hr back down, cause I knew that she was tired. That was our night.

She woke up bout 6:30 this morning i tried putting her back to sleep, but I was awake so I just got up and did our daily ritual in the morning. She played for a while. She is starting to be able to sit herself up, while doing that she will look at you, and she will smile. She is wanting more attention I can tell, and I feel she has recognition of who we are Mama and Dada, even though she cant say it yet. She just knows that we are the people who are always there!!!

Just like Jesus is He is always there, when we wake up in the middle of the night with fear or even when we are in our peaceful states. Trust Him always! Because He will NEVER leave you, or FORSAKE you!